March 02, 2008

I bid this church the blessing of Jesus. God Bless!!!!!!

February 13, 2008

~Love Letter to God (Happy Valentine's Day)

~GOD...............We began our relationship with nothing but my fears on the table and I fell deeply in love with you. Never before, has anyone taken my heart from under me in such a profound way. I find it hard to breath without gasping for you. I strive for peace and quiet, yet, fall short as I hear nothing but your sweet voice in my head. I try concentrating on my everyday mundane chores throughout the day, but get swept up in daydreams of seeing you. Initially, I had not set out to find love on those fateful nights, yet, there you were with open arms full of hugs that grace the heavens. You have searched me and loved me seeing only the true holiness graced upon me by your sacrifice. You know my fears and save my tears as you agonize in my pain. My sorrow is yours to bear and my joy is yours to rejoice in. How I long for your embrace, my Lord. You are the answer to everything I have wept for. You fill my days with the splendor of your bouquets that sweep the fields and spoil me with the sweets that savor of joy in my children. You have embraced me through my trials and wept with me through the storms. You promise to love, honor and cherish me through eternity. Not till death do us part, yet, through death do us fulfill the wedding feast of eternal, blissful marriage. What more can I ask for in a groom. You are my all. Jesus, I love you. Forgive me. I am eternally yours. ..............Nataly ....................................~Nataly.........................I understand that you have legitimate fears and I want nothing more than to make sure that you have all the time that you need to feel secure with me. I need you to understand that I, too, have a heart that can be broken. Remember that when you find the peace within you. Please, remember that I want your happiness before mine. I will wait for you as long as you need. I love you. These are not the words that have been cheapened by the masses on Valentine's Day. The original feelings behind the holiday, long before it was ever boxed and mass produced, those are what dwell within me for you. I offer you more than a box of chocolates. I offer you my life and my kingdom. Be my bride and let me show you what true love is all about. You are my love and I will always honor and care for you. You will never be alone, again. This, I promise you, my child. When you find yourself needing my touch, reach out to your fellow sisters and brothers. They make up my body. Their hug is my hug. When you find yourself seeking my voice, open the book. Hear me. I will never forsake you. I am with you always...........GOD

January 19, 2008

~Alone

It's funny how one can feel all alone when they are surrounded by thousands. I was convicted to put a few of the songs that have gotten me through the last seven months. These are songs that have put some of the Lord's love into my heart. For months, I was alone and had nothing but these songs to get me through the day. I want to share them to all of you in hopes that they might touch one of your hearts. They brought a smile to my face. For once, I felt as if someone out there knew what I was going through. I hurt whenever I hear them. The Lord's love hurts when you try to grasp all of it's glory, but it is a GOOD hurt. Take a look at some of the below songs. I pray that the Lord might bring you some solice with them as they have me and my children.

January 14, 2008

~To My Fellow Sisters and Brothers,

It is a joy to know that I have people that are actually invested in my well being. The Lord has set a chain of events that has the ultimate goal of fulfilling His will. We are but pawns in the grand scope of things, but, with kindness and love emanating from people like you towards all your brothers and sisters, the devil has no chance. Obeying the commandment of loving your neighbor as you love yourself is one that has a greater significance than one realizes. The ENEMY is ingenious. He knows that he cannot win with a full on attack, so, he hits us in the deepest part of the body of Christ. The souls of each and every one of us. To put sorrow and doubt (self doubt or otherwise) in the hearts of the sheep is a sure fire strategy of getting a sheep to stray from the TRUTH. I know from experience, that the times that I felt the least amount of fellowship with the Lord is when I was drowned in my own self pity. The countless songs of people barely hearing His whisper through the rain(of their life storm) are obviously written by people in similar situations all around the world. The Lord has put fellowshipping here so that we could bring the whispers of our Lord to a holler in the lives of our fellow sisters and brothers when they're being consumed by storms. I, for one, can not be prouder to be part of this family. May you all continue to see the significance of your part in the war. We are all members of the same body. God Bless you! Love In Him, ~Nataly

January 01, 2008

~Happy New Year!

The New Year's party was fantastic. We partied till two am and were more than exhausted. We ate, laughed, and danced until our feet could handle no more. As you could see, I had more than enough holiday meals to burn off. Missed everyone there. Rang in the new year with a bang!